Bumblebeeredhead97

Just to let people know, I post more paintings and drawings on Instagram, under the username, taylorgordon9709. It's way easier to post things there then on this website. I'm still active here, I'm on it everyday, but I'm more of a lurker then anything, just favoriting and commenting on other's works.  

Hey guys, first journal here and probably the last (?) You don't have to read this, as it's just a vent and I needed to write out what I'm feeling.    I'm starting to get depressed again, which is good and bad. Good because I'm the most creative when I'm depressed, plus I almost feel weird not feeling depressed as I was depressed for most of my life, the last year I was "normal" because of a lot of hidden therapy (Didn't tell the family). Bad because, well, it's bad. A part of it is that my 21st birthday is Saturday, or March 31st. Which in the U.S is the legal drinking age, but I started drinking when I was a kid (family problems) but some